Introducing myself.
Hello. This is me:
►Undecided for many things. Absolutely sure in the rest. Trustful n Trustworthy (when it comes to friends). Friends? Just a few... when I need only one, may be two. So, I'm also lucky having more than I needed. Lucky. Never win at the casinos, though I tried my luck in Vegas. Travel. I'm crossing borders and collecting small country flags, but mostly traveling in time. Back & Forth. Past? Regrets? Saying "No Regrets" would be just too easy to escape liability. I've did some mistakes and I wish i could appologize for them, but the silence sealed my lips and excuses fade in time. Still living my life with dignity and devotion. Every step i've taken, i've made it with love and passion - so my greatest sins have been my holly revelations and my better acts just haven't been good enough...yet. Present? Here I am. Trying to be nice with the people on my way up, so if I ever meet them on my way down - I hope it would hurt less. Still I stay true to myself and if I don't like you - you already know that. Proud. I've been through some ups and downs and I've never been really down on my knees. I bow only infront of God. Faith. I have faith in my dreams - for a better future. Future? Green. Go green and plant a tree. Satisfaction. No hunger and no poverty - equal human rights. No more children abuse. No more crying mothers. Better Me - better World. Join me. Be a better friend, a better son or daughter, a better lover tommorow. Tommorow is our future, be kind with it. Accept it with a smile no matter some days may end up with tears. Cry? I do cry sometimes. I cry for love - for giving too much or for taking it all away. Sometimes I cry on movies, theatre or dance shows. There are a few genius alive that can get my tears for free - Paul Haggies, Danny Boyle, Gustavo Montesano, Joaquin Cortes. Inspiration. This is what their minds have brought me to. Living legends. I am so lucky living at their time, just like any of you who learn to praise people's work before they pass away. Because now it's too late for me to meet el Marquiz de Pubol in the Figueras bakery or to take a photo with Norma Jean front of Stardust Hotel&Casino... even too late to make a photo of Stardust itself. I arrive a year later after the big BOOM and the dust - that's what was left from the legendary Vegas STARDUST resort after 48 years of operation. Oh, and lucky me - I had left before another Vegas legend went BOOM ... The beautiful old Frontier. I hope Circus Circus could last forever. Forever? How long could that be, when I am just a mortal little girl. Not long enough to change or fix what time has destroyed, but quite enough to leave a trade. History could never promise me "forever" in its lap, but it would be great if 50 years from now at least one single person remembers my name. Vanity? No. Glory? No. Just a dream that a someone might say "She was a good girl"...May be you - my love, you may say it to the grandchildren. Or my be you, my reader, you may read this you your children and say you liked me...may be not. More? Always...Keep moving, keep writing◄
Thank you for reading. See you in the next entry.
Good bye.
